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GOING THROUGH
written by: KAREN ADAMSON
GOING THROUGH.
I THOUGHT I HAD LEARNED A LONG TIME AGO ABOUT GOING THROUGH. WE ALL KNOW AS CHRISTIANS THAT WHEN WE THAT WHEN WE TAKE UP OUR CROSS AND FOLLOW CHRIST THAT THERE ARE GOING TO BE TRIALS IN OUR LIVES. GOD HAS ALWAYS BEEN A PART OF MY LIFE FROM AN EARLY AGE. HE IMPARTED HIMSELF IN MY LIFE, BUT AS WE ALL DO I STRAYED AND I FOUND MYSELF A SINGLE PARENT WITH THREE YOUNG CHILDREN TO RAISE. AND A STRING OF BROKEN RELATIONSHIPS LOOKING FOR LOVE AND ACCEPTANCE, ABUSING MY MIND AND BODY,CORRUPTING MY SOUL
AND SEPERATING MY SELF FROM GOD BUT GOD IS FAITHFUL. HE BROUGHT ME THROUGH I WAS ABLE TO ATTEND COLLEGE FREE AND WHEN IHIS TIME WAS ACCOMPLISHED HE ALLOWED ME TO MARRY THE FATHER OF MY CHILDREN. I WAS SO HAPPY ALTHOUGH AWARE THAT THERE WERE STILL ISSSUES TO WORK OUT BETWEEEN US. WELL NEEDLESS TO SAY IT HAS GONE FORM BAD TO WORSE. OUR FINACES ARE A MESS AND MY HUSBAND HAS TOLD ME H DOESNOT LOVE ME AND NEVER DID. BUT TO GOD BR THE GLORY! CAN I THINK TO SAY THIS BECAUSE FOR 10 YEARS I STOOD BELIEVING THAT GOD WOULD PUT MY HUSBAND AND ME TOGETHER AND HE KEPT HIS WORD. SO WHY THEN SHOULD THIS BE ANY DIFFERENT. THE ENEMY HATES US ALL AND HE DOESNOT WANT US TO BE HAPPY OR RECIEVE THE BLESSINGS OF GOD. WHAT THE HOLY SPIRIT SHOWED ME WAS THATAS LONG AS THE DEVIL CAN KEEP MY MIND ON MY HUSBAND AND THE STATE OF MY MARRIAGE HE CAN KEEP ME FORM THE MIND OF CHRIST AND IN BONDAGE, BUT HE IS A LIAR!I HOPE THAT THIS WILL HELP SOMEONE WHO IS GOING THROUGH. KNOW THAT YOU AE NOT ALONE, THAT GOD WILL NEVER LEAVE YOU OR FORSAKE YOU. YOU MUST EXAMINE THOSE AREAS IN YOU R CHARACTER AND YOUR LIFE THAT YOU KEEP HIDDEN FROM GODWHETERE IT BE SIN OR JUST HURT AND PAIN OR UNFORGIVENESS. THE ENEMY USES OUR WEAKNESSESS TO TRY TO DESTROY US. WEAKNESS WE DON'T KNOW WE HAVE. BUT GOD KNOWS, HE KNOWSA LL AND SEES ALL. ASK HIM TO CLEANSE YOUR HEART AND HEAL YOUR WOUNDS CLOSE THE DOORS ON YOUR PAST. THOSE LIES THE DEVIL TOLD YOU THAT YOU WERE NOBODY AND NO GOOD. OR FAT, OR STUPID OR UGLY. GOD LOVES YOU AND THE ONLY THING THAT MATTES IS WHAT HE SAYS ABOUT YOU. BE BLESSED AND TRUST GOD HE IS THE SUPPLIER! |
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